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5. Evolution of the desire   

 @ 5.2 An appetite

  @5.2.1 The creature eats food to live

Animals learn from eating. As soon as a baby is born, he tries to breastfeed. Also, when I saw a young woman eating sweets, she said, "I'm more eating than sex appeal. xAnd make fun of. There are still many expressions for eating, such as eating, gluttony and satiation and so on.

 

I would like to leave the mechanism of appetite to Toshihiko Tokizane's books, etc. Let's entrust a biologist about the structure of the appetite also you can read a written in chapter of the qualia and thermodynamic

 

However, the appetite considered here is not such a mechanism (natural science pursuit). It's not about why animals eat to live. The story has already been mentioned in Chapter 4, Evolution Story, Evolution from the Viewpoint of Thermodynamics. We would like to talk about how the most basic desires change the psychological state in a given environment.

 

Jambarojan, who steals bread, is destined to wear down his nerves after being attach by a chavel policeman for the rest of his life although  he just only stole the bread.

 

   @@@@@@@@@@ We know follow term

" Der Mensch left nicht vom Brot allin".

 

 Human people do not live on bread alone.

We know the term. The fact that such terms still exist today is because the majority of our lives are still desperate for the act of eating. Engel's coefficient shows that eating is the greatest indicator for living. In other words, appetite is the most basic desire among desires.

 

So, first of all, what is the psychological state of human beings when their appetite is not satisfied at all? For seniors, please remember Joji Akiyama's "Ashura" serialized in Shonen Magazine. Ashura grew between a married couple seeking only sensual joy. It seems that he had various thoughts on the child who was abandoned when he was little and grew up while eating human meat. If you didn't read this as a bad manga, you can think of the old woman who appears in Rashomon. I remember the Ashura elephant, which has three different faces but somehow resembles each other. There is a child who was born in this world with the work of Shura and grows up eating human meat without any consciousness. One day he met a Zen Buddhist beggar

 

When he meets a monk, monk instinctively shows off what a human being is. And he feel to enlighten or something. After that, he had to walk around the endless circle of transmigration in the six posthumous worlds. , but every time he tried to do an ugly act, the image of a monk afflicted him.

 

5.2.2 Starvation and each person's mind.

How do we do when foods are disappeared? It will be different in each person. Let's read the comics "Asura" of Akiyama George. I have various thought to the child who ate human flesh. The person who did not read a comic should associate a grandma appearing in —…Ά–ε. I remember Asura image.

He is a child born in the world having Asura, who eats human flesh without crime awareness and grows up. One day he met a beggar Buddhist priest of the Zen Buddhism. And he felt instinctively "what's human?" He must walk around the endless circle of transmigration in the six posthumous worlds (Samsara). But the image of the beggar Buddhist priest appears by all means and is tormented when he does wily action.

 

  In Vietnam, the war has been already continued for ten odd years. I do not know who agitated native inhabitants, and what the fights.

It is the native people who suffer from the fight. They were incorporated to the fight although they didn't want to get involved in trouble tothe fight.

  The world is absurd. Considerable infants are starving to death in India or African. You can watch the gravure of the people who starved of a newspaper and the magazine. You can watch the photograph of feeble children who just wait for death. Their figures are only skin appearing bone. If even it gives foods, they bite desperately. They eat it if there is food in front of them. They who receive no education do not have the feeling of thanks.

 

They merely react to the situation of instant when they feel the pleasure. They never say, gthank youh. They only indulge in the feeling of happiness of the event that happened in front of them in an instant. It is the same as a stray dog and a stray cat. We don't think unhappy awfully. Their knowledge is only their environments of living because they do not know the richness of the developed country. The environments of them are an oasis of their life.

On the contrary, their society was not the environment that learned rich society if somebody said. It might be the society which was peaceful not to expect it.

The food aid from the Red Cross Society is only recognized as only a part of the natural phenomenon. They merely live only in their environment. Present time, their civilization may be disappeared by natural selection of Darwin. A part of people receives the influences and is getting closer to the sense of developed country.

 

Japan lost in World War II against the Allied Forces. According to a speaking of the people living now, they ate even anything.  It is not succeeded to though it has past 40 years. That is miserable, is deplorable. And an expansion in armaments is carried out. At that time, the young men were sent in the battlefield with one piece of red paper regardless of one's intention. The person left endured miserable life without the food.

 

5.2.3 Human conditions seen through the time of the war by novel, "the Human Condition" by GOMIKAWAJUNNPEI.

When placed in extreme starvation, such as during the war, there are differences in behavior depending on each person's appetite.

 

The Vietnam War broke out more than a decade ago. Some African countries are still in a civil war. In the conflict, unrelated residents have been killed and suffered from hunger. You would have seen many pictures of lethargic people waiting for death from the gravure of newspapers and magazines. They just put their skins on their bones and scramble for food if they have it, and eat without gratitude. I don't think they are unhappy. The reason I think so is that their environment has no chance to know the rich environment, so they have no choice but to live in that environment.

 

Food aid from the Red Cross and others would only be perceived by them as a temporary phenomenon. It just has a mission to keep life alive.

 

Japan lost in World War II by fighting the Allied Forces. According to the people who survived fortunately, there was nothing to eat in some places, and they ate everything close to them, including the vines of potatoes. However, over time, the misery of that day has been forgotten. And an arms race based on national hegemony is being carried out.

 

In the fifth part of "the Human Condition" there is a scene where people fight hunger and fatigue. The characters are KAJI who were communist believer and two first-year soldiers, a corporal, and two soldiers who met in a jungle, locals (coal wholesaler couple and their children, master of photo shop and wife and children, old teacher couple, general store, corporal). all of them entered the jungle to escape from Eighth Route Army and were in distress. They wandered through the jungle for five days, fighting hunger and fatigue. Of course, temperate jungles that are not exposed to light are not a living environment for animals, and there is no food for one person. The cochlea that they found by chance was a treat for this group. But there was a constant fierce competition for food distribution, and it was difficult for leader Kaji to control it.

 

For example, a couple at a general store eat poisonous mushrooms and die because their self-esteem cannot suppress their appetite. How much they suffered for four days between poison and hunger. "It's poisonous, so I can't eat it. No, maybe there is no poison. It would be fine if I eat only a few. It is the level that my stomach hurts a little. You could have eaten even poisonous strawberries. |||. After all, when my appetite was prioritized, my self-control disappeared and I couldn't stand it, so he ate it.

Subsequently, an old teacher couple commits suicided due to the hesitation from the tiredness to walk with them. They have a high pride and other member said abuse to teacher, "Slow. Do you still want to live?" teacher  couldn't stand the bullying. It is the result of abandoning the hope of living rather than the appetite. In addition, a coal wholesaler killed wives and children in order to reduce their eating habits. This kind of thing happens in search of food, but no one can stop it. Everyone can't afford to care for others. KAJI wasn't calm in his heart until the end, the actions he took were the same as them. In an environment where only survival is the goal, only those with physical strength would follow the soldiers. Wealthy people also knew the value of food, but eventually died.

 

After escaping from the jungle, those who survived convinced of life. soldiers and prostitutes wanted the other party bodies each and hugged each other until they were sensually satisfied. They enjoyed erotic desires instinctively. KAJI, the leader, was just only looking at the scene.

 

 In the novel "Homecoming" by JIRO OSARAGI, "Salt --- not dirty. you should bring it " The disarmed Japanese troops were to be housed in Singapore, and those in each city in Malaysia region had almost disappeared from the vicinity. But they were in Burma and they walked along the railroad tracks, and they were sometimes sent to the south even now. People were extremely tired of the miserable defeat of hunger and fatigue. The sick people died one after another on the difficult road over the mountains on the way. Only those who could have food survived and returned. They walked as if they were swimming on a rain-swamped road. --- The sick man silently parted from his companion and disappeared into the jungle, using the grenade given to him at the time of departure to eliminate the roots of his pain. --- "Salt ---not dirty " is a word written for those who were destined to come later when he died.

 

5.2.4 Human conditions seen through the time of the war by novel, "Homecoming" by OSANAGI JIROU

In the novel "Homecoming" by JIRO OSARAGI, "Salt --- not dirty. Let you bring it. "---

 "The Japanese militaries disarmed were accommodated in Singapore. The soldier who was in each city of the Malay Archipelago area already disappeared from the neighborhood. However, the soldier around Burma came on foot, and has been sent to the south. The person extremely became thin from starvation and fatigue of wretched defeat. The sick person died one after another. Only the person survived who was able to hold food. And they came back like sleepwalker on the road which became the bog. The sick person enduring at the pain killed oneself by a grenade handed at the time of departure.

 

"Salt is not dirty"

 

It is a written word for the friend who walked the forthcoming same fate. Died person let eating the salt to the forthcoming friend. The people appearing here make an effort at eating. @Death person have afforded to give it. This is their mind that it understands feelings of the friends who shared the joys and sorrows well. It is gentleness to say. The old couple of the teacher might write surely

 

 

5.2.5 Each personfs situation for environment

It means that we die if we do not eat. When this desire is not satisfied, we die surely. That is why all creatures are desperate to eat it. We will choose action for eat.

 

A. We are fallen into the world of the@three evil states called "the hell world", or "the demon's world", and "the animal's world" or only own body does a effort to survive than other. It is a fight of survivor.

 

B. Do you want to commit suicide?

C. Does God help you?

D. Does Desire of reason help humankind construct the peace of the world?

 

If it is you, what would you do? I hope that such a situation does not come. However, in fact there are starving people in a part of the earth now. Even if we know it, nothing is doing. The majority of refugees take the action of A because we are unconcerned about them, and we do nothing.

 And helping a weak person or the parent to help her child is B pattern.  

 

By the way, let's watch Asura. His mother ate human flesh and brought up a child. The child is forced to life of 3 states of torture by the cause and effect. His world does not have the love of the parent. He is brought up in the environment that is lower than mammals. He does not have the fellow feeling. If somebody does not hold out a hand, the love is not born.

Ofcourse he does not think about the suicide. At childhood, he was brought up in such an environment.

The refugees have organic society. There are both the family love and the neighborly love. However, they didn't know except their social common sense. As a country of the Inca civilization was ruled by Spain, it was influenced more by the external force developing of the civilization. They were able to do no resistance but they still live in.

 

The upstart of general store only believes him (selfish). He believes that they are liar. A human is an animal after all. He was brought up in such an environment. He spends to read someone's mind consistently, and he has worn out in autonomic nerve. Also his mind and body doesn't take a rest. In addition, he belongs to the group for uneasiness of life and obeys into the rule of the group.

 

If a heterogeneous person is in that, he blames the person in form called the bullying positively. And if the person who is superior to him is, he frustrates him. And if the person who is inferior, he emphasize his superiority to inferior person. He becomes a dependent in a group and keeps his condition in the thinking of the group without the independence of will. There is the group in many places, but some of them are disappeared like a bubble. And then he has to share fate when he belongs, he loses the position because he shares fate. Furthermore, if a group supports war, he has to agree to follow it. If he is ousted from the group, he feels sense of isolation and would go mad. The old couple has talked about human happiness and a death together then.

 

Finally let us return a story to the Asura again. One day he gaze the situation that beggar Buddhist priest breaks own arm as a food for Asura. And then his desire of reason wakes up in his spirit intensely. Buddhist would be a wandering ascetic of the Zen priest. He was charmed by teaching-based Zen of Buddha and was realized the law of nature by himself. It is far from common sense of the earthly that he realized it is his desire of wisdom uniting with universe. This is not that he is the chief character of comics.

I know a person, who has found the aim of the humankind by Zen. He accomplished his life without the regret. He doesn't regret that he will be died in the middle of his way either.

 

I wrote each choice of their life through the action of situation that they starved. This is shown as ten spiritual realms of living idea (there are hell, hungry spirits, beasts, the human world, heaven, disciple of Buddha, one who achieves enlightenment without a teacher, Buddhist saint, Buddha

And I show you that we encounter the fate in any mental state and each thought appears. When food disappears, all of people not become the hungry spirits, beasts. They take each action in each state. Desire of love smiles to you if you do the action appropriate to it. Our ancestor performed hunting while using law of gravitation though they did not know it. They have known the gravitation from an experience, and they used it.

 

5.2.6 Modern eating habits

Life pattern of modern people seen from appetite -1

Now, let's talk about the life pattern of ordinary modern people, which is unfolded through eating habits. It is not the dinner which are used for meetings in the political and business world. Sorry I don't know Dinner at their luxury hotel.  We should take a peek at the back streets of downtown. Including izakaya and food stalls, there are well over 10,000 restaurants in Nagoya.

 

First, let's go from the izakaya. As it is said to be a public bar, various people take their seats when they enter the entrance, and from there the smell of a mixture of alcohol and food flow to a nose. There is the noise you hear from here and there. And when you sit down there, you melt in the space without any pain, without worrying about the surroundings. If an alcohol is included, it will be the same as the previous customer. Time goes by for a cheerful and ridiculous story.

 

Next, let's see the company's year-end party. The venue was a fine restaurant with a store that the secretary was careful about because the boss participated. The seats are reserved seats from the upper seat to the general manager, deputy manager, and section chief, and a lantern holder with a strong tendency to promote sits around it to show off himself, trying to find a topic and gain sympathy. "I hear that the future of the company is not to be delayed by the wave of internationalization".

  From the other side, I heard another conversation. "What, OCHIAI. Who got AIDS," who is talking? Yeah, it's WAYA called a useless employee in their thirties. I hear that he criticized the director saying is wasteful and useless for the company, even though he had no educational background.

That's right, it doesn't make sense for him to discuss the nation or worry about the future of the company.  I know the organization of a company as long as, it would be better to explain a three-sided article@(police-court news\scandal news\human documents) than to think about it. And around that, People in their thirties who seem to be unpretentious are picking sweets even though the banquet has not started. I wonder if that seat is good. No, I can still hear the voice. The yellow voices are female employee. Some men seem to like female. I'm not good at that. Let's sit next to Waya. "Hey, isn't it Waya-kun? Well, let gonna have a drink. This seat is good. In the near of such a department chief,

delicious sake is same as water ...

 

It's not delicious while paying attention to your boss. It is typical of an idiot to get sick without eating. "Yeah, yeah, what Waya says is right .CEO told us, Let's not stand on ceremony today."  Everyone around me is in synchronize. However, when they feel to be drunkene except Waya, they quietly stood up with one or two member and went to the section chief to pour liquor. Contrary to his mouth, at the bottom of his heart, he is concerned about the evaluation of the section chief. Although he said it was a rude talking, he couldn't even be a flatterer, and he was in the form of a nasty mood. The flatterer man talks to them well every time they come. Then, help their boss drink alcohol, protect his health, and create conversations for tomorrow. Although the banquet is a silly talking by boss admit, no one wants to use the shame of getting drunk as a material for tomorrow's conversation, so they cannot eat and drink deliciously. In the meantime, the voice of the secretary "The end of the banquet" was heard, the performance of the drunk people was over, and we were heading to the second meeting of the actual action.

One of member said, "Let's refrain from going to the coffee shop for the second party centered on" karaoke. Let's go to EREESE or ZUKA for the first time in a whileh. Elysee is a pure coffee shop, Zuka is a pub. There is only ZUKA. Let us go to ZUKA" A nostalgic melody came from somewhere when I walked a way. I could understand that the singing voice is "The Moon over the Ruined Castle" as soon as. I thought it Feld good while walking. I also have experience. After the regular concert was successfully completed, it was late at night when four or five people were walking while singing the moon of Arajo. Even foreigners said, "Please put me in too" With drunken momentum. I've sung the song all the way through. "Home,Sweet Home, the palm fruit, to Torna a Surriento ... h I don't know the people passing by thought it felt them a noisy idiot or nostalgic. Should I tell everyone about this, I should keep it in my heart. While I was thinking about it, I arrived at ZUKA. ZUKA consists of a semi-basement and the second floor, and the lights are soft and dark so that I can see only the face of the seat next to me. However, it's clear that the noisy and warm atmosphere is showed crowded with people. I wonder if the lovers are fascinated by each other. Consultation on plots, so on. However, the dim space of ZUKA swallows all the emotions of life, and time has immediately been passing.

 

Lunch meeting at noon is also popular.  Most of the stores are almost full of businessman. We eat light meals as lunch at the restaurant after the lessons until around 2:00 PM while chattering.

 

The other day, I participated in the year-end party of "‘εŽχ‰ο". This association is the only volunteer group in Japan for the visually impaired to publish a braille translation for the visually impaired. It is because possible to do the shipping fee for the visually impaired is free. Seven people participated in the year-end party. The members age difference are over 40 years old and do not know their background. However, we were able to share the common difficulty of publishing, and the time passed for karaoke and chat. Even a ASD like me mysteriously blended into the place. They are all good people who have no stake and cannot be disliked if asked. Of course, the food at this time was the best taste for me than any luxurious meal. (Braille plate making has changed to PC and is not done now)

 

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