My
week point
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My week point
1. I can't write the
characters that a person understands. I cannot write a kanji well. I cannot
draw a picture. Nobody can read my letter. 2. I am inferior in
communication because I can't talk well. 3. I can't talk timely. 4. Crudity, a hasty type. 5. It is shyness. 6. I have habits to resist to
all of group. 7. I'm useless
at all of expression ability. I was able to go to the highest educational
institution though my family members were the lower hierarchies than a common
people level. I am inferior in articulacy for brain disorder. However, it is
thought that I’m living now because some long-term memories were good. It
were an encounter with two Doctor. One was 上垣外 taught me a logical thinking and another
was 磯谷 taught me a rich human nature. I received their teaching in youth
times. My gene is a department store of the
dropout gene which is not suitable for communal living. I couldn't make a
descendant by only for greed of the instinct. It is obvious to have a life
fill of cares times even if reproduction of the species is necessary for
economic activities. I can imagine the misfortune of my descendant easily
too. Evaluation of
school days I did not understand a midterm
examination and a term-end examination of the meaning of the report card
until now. High school days A question of a midterm examination or
the term-end examination is prepared from the range that I learned. The same
questions are submitted from the range I learned. Therefore, I could answer it if I make
rote learning. Therefore, even a problem such as the mathematics can be
written only an answer. Even if many students do not understand an answer to
an answer sheet, they write correct answer and take a score. But I can't do
it. College student days I went to a night school. I was top at
the entrance examination. However, I did not have yearly gotten vacation for
an examination. I thought compensation in a supplementary test. Therefore,
the results are bad. Graduate school
student days I had purpose to raise the knowledge of
the field that did not know in the graduate school. Therefore, I chose my
weak items mainly on the subject of the field of weak point. Of course the
results are bad. You probably shouldn't refer that I spent such a time
because it is the result substitutes for a business card as my ability. Life of the old age I graduated from a high school at 18
years old and have paid a welfare annuity for 38 years until 56 years old. I
have paid national pension afterwards. So I got the pension of the 100,000
yen / month between 60 years old to 62 years old. And then I got 170,000 yen
/ month after 63 years old. The reason why there is money of a
little pension is that the contract with the company was the contract as the
engineer until the last. Therefore, I cannot live if I do not make up for the
deficit of the cost of living in something.
Oh my god!
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